written on Sunday, May. 11, 2003 at 2:42 p.m.
Go out right now and buy Gillette Orange Swirl shave cream. GO! You will want to eat your leg.
I wish I had something really exciting to say right now. Unfortunately yesterday was boring as hell.
Work = BUSY but boring
Home = People here, but very mellow night.
I'm just feeling so apathetic lately. That's not like me. It's weird. I don't get excited or unexcited by anything.
Usually I can always muster some energy to be excited at the prospect of losing weight. Not to say I always follow through with it, but normally the idea appeals to me. Lately it hasn't. I just don't care. Maybe it's because none of the girls I hang out with are super skinny and we never really go out, so there's no motivating factor.
I also don't care about cleaning. Usually I at least really WANT the house clean, if if I don't wanna do it. But right now, I couldn't care less.
Maybe it's bad sleep habits, bad eating habits, too many substances, or a combination of all of it. All I know is I wish I could find the old me.
Love,
